Welcome to Passionately Ungrateful Adoptee

It has been years since I have written anything about adoption.  I did not want to return to it but it was healing the first time my biological mother rejected me.  I guess it is understandable that I return to blogging.  I want healing but on a different level this time.  I do not want to return to the utter devastation that I felt the last time.

The woman who gave birth to me is a doozy.  Words cannot describe her.  I am, however, getting ahead of myself.  I want to retell this story so that my kids have this for future reference.  I do not want to discourage others from searching or doing a DNA test.  Since I now know all of the details of my history, I feel a considerable peace.  She can no longer steal my identity.  I have it now.

I am a passionately ungrateful adoptee.  I am ungrateful in a different sense.  I am ungrateful to her and for her.  God placed me with a good family.  God also planned the reunion with my Dad and my half sister.  My biological mother could not keep me secret from everyone forever.

~Martha Ann’s Daughter

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